Muahaha! Shit hit the fan for my brother tonight and mom got pissy at him. Ha HA! Little does she know all his online antics... hmmm... to be evil or not to be evil... hehehe.
Anyways, I am bored. I'm supposed to be working on my dress for the Fashion Show. Tickets go on sale soon i suppose. They have posters about the thing already. $28 at the Sheraton Waikiki. April 25 i think.
Well i've been sick with damn vertigo so i haven't done shit with my dress. so now i gotta haul ass and do it. and stupid boy was on the comp in my room for 2 hours so i couldnt work on it. damn boy.
and now i'm falling asleep. but i know i should work on it. arg!
guess i should go work on shit...
oh P.S. UH VOLLEYBALL IS #1!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!
Whodathunkit!?! No Costas, No Eyal, and No Tony. A bunch of tall boys can do the job i guess.
P.S.S. or P.P.S. whatever.
I miss Arri's short spiky hair...
Wow. That picture's almost a year old! My, how time has flown by!
and on THAT note...
This picture is more than FOUR YEARS OLD!!! daaayyyymmmm!!!!
Feb. 4, 2000. My very First pic with EZ. and i look tired as hell. haha.
February 13, 2004~
FRIDAY the 13th! Fun! And it's Valentine's Day after that. What could be more timely, eh?
ok so my brother has a gf that he talks to on the phone like FOREVER AND A DAY at night. haha. that sounded funny. Anyways, it SUCKS cuz >>>I<<< don't have any cool boys to call.
What the hell?! I want a boy to call. haha. i'm a dork. i know. yes, i'm in one of those ruts. i wanna go back to VEGAS!!!!
But who the heck cares, cuz we gon party like no tomorrow this weekend cuz no school monday!!! :D And it was Eleen's 22nd Birthday. So time to get drunk and shake yo' ass! well, i probably won't get that drunk seen as I could be feeling dizzy
anyways with my damn vertigo. it's going away at least. Meds help. hehe. i'm a druggie. i gon' be poppin pills after meals. haha. woo hoo! "Doesn't go with Alcohol." MY ASS! Hahahaha. ok yeah. i'll be messed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEEN! :D
And Happy Valentine's Day to you too! Sucka! :P
January 24, 2004~
So i made my homepage all dedicated to Vegas. I swear, Vegas DID make me all crazy obsessed like. haha.
good times tho. makes you smile. like if you saw the sticker with the six-million-dollar-man. you'd smile. haha. ok i'm a dork.
but Matthew Goode in that movie "Chasing Liberty" was hot huh? ok. haha.
wow. it's almost been a year since my very first entry in here. can you believe all the sh*t I've written about. All the crap I've gone through.
But with the bad, comes the good. like getting an email from Jeff, and getting his signed cd. :D yes, i'm a dork. but whatevers! Jeff knows me! haha.
so let's all wish for a GOOD and HAPPY New Year this year! :D
If we can make Di take pills, have her see more paper, and I can get a popsicle all in one night, maybe this year WILL be GOOD!!! :)
Cheers to the New Year!
January 20, 2004~
VEGAS has truly spoiled me!
1)I'm never going on a worthless outer-island trip ever again. EVER!!
2)Buffet prime rib, sirloin steak, strawberries, creme brulee, and pretty desserts will never come close to those at the Bellagio.
3)Where else can i get $75(Twice!) from starting with less than $20?
4)I've been to the East Coast(NY,NY), Paris, and Egypt(Luxor) all in less than a week!
5)Shopping malls can never compare to what I've seen...
6)And that clubbing experience at RA has GOT to top them all!
Listen to me. I'm a MONSTER! This is what ELEEN has made!!! :P It's all her fault!
December 30, 2003~
Wow. It's been over a month since I came here. Not a lot has happened except a few crazy nights.
Yeah, I've gone places with my co-workers and boss you would not beleeeve! hehe. That's all I'll say. ;)
Big ol' dinner was good. Nice to see everyone again. D&B was fun. Gotta love their drinks. Mmmm... Happy Hour on Tuesday night was better tho. 1/2 Price Baby! :D And of course the guys paid for most of it anyways. ;)
Ah, gotta love when you're a chick and the guys take you out and pay for mostly everything. Love that pampered feeling. ;) hehehe.
Of course apparently 5 drinks - all different, including a tequila shot - proved too much for me that night cuz i puked it all out. haha. The puker in me is still there. :P
We need another drinking party. Or hell, we just need to go out clubbing again! I haven't gone since the night before Thanksgiving. That was more than a month ago! Let's go!!! New Year's Eve! :D
November 22, 2003~
spectrum for the week:
$2 Chambord & 7's... GOOD!
Strobe lights... mind erasers... drunk ass co-workers... and military dorks at Pipeline tuesday... NOT GOOD!
Zippy's saimin at the end of the night.... GOOD! haha.
Nick Lachey's "SoulO"... VERY GOOD! :)
Jeff Timmons article with big pictures (clothed of course) in Playgirl... EXTREMELY GOOD!!! ;) hehehe
OLD guys in the same magazine... EXTREMELY BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!! *shivers*
Icky people showing PDA and ruining our personal home-y space.... JUST PLAIN NASTY!!! *shivers even more*
November 13, 2003~
OK, so Oceans on monday night was like a freakin HBA reunion or something! But it was all good. cuz seeing more of the hba guys are cooler than seeing the other hba girls. haha.
Cy's so funny. He was totally trippin! And Drunk! haha! Keinnen, Jordan, Lance K- it was 1 short of the 'bunch'. haha. russell. jeannette. wei-wei. diana n. and me, eleen, and steph. add in justin young, chad enoki,
Brent Matsuda, and some other c/o 99 guys. And it was a good ol' time! ;) hahaha. I had my fun at least. :D *muah* ;)
Stupid Tower Records did NOT have Nick Lachey's "SoulO" cd!!! Damn them! make me mad.
I've succumbed to the fact that I'm becoming a Friendster.com dork. I'm up to 14 friends. and i originally had like 6 for the longest time. But yeah, now I've got a bunch of hba people and steph's friends Anthony, Neill, and even lame-ass
Korwin (only cuz i wanted to write he was Preppy on his testimonials. haha). but ummm yeah... I'm a dork! haha.
November 10, 2003~
The fun never stops...
and neither does the pain...How LAME am I to get hurt at freakin' ZIPPY'S of all places! Tripping down 2 little stairs! OMG, I'm the biggest dork of all.
Vineyard Zippy's, how could you do this to me? After I've been there for you for so many times! I'm bruised now! LAME. Freaking LAME. :P
Brian's was fun...except when you'd look over and get totally grossed out and feel all oogy and icky with cooties just from looking. haha. ewww. *shivers* ... Saki made a funny at Zippy's ~ "Let's go." Hahaha!
"Love Actually" - GOOOOD movie!!! I'd go see it again. so sweeeeet. dammit... i want a bf. haha. or just someone to show me some cards and not talk so I can just kiss him for being so sweet.
damn these mushy movies... *sigh*
Tony Ching Fundraiser was pretty cool. Arri Jeschke did SUCH a GOOD job. He's noted in the paper. haha. :) Pedro can put some HEAT on that ball. very improved. Bender aka Stupid shaved his head and I didn't recognize him.
Eyal was there in a blue shirt and jeans. He went to go sit by Costas and Marcie after a while. They were sitting in the lower section. My friend Simone is friends with this girl Olena who is Ryan Woodward's gf.
Connections! hahaha. yeah right. There's some new guys, but nothing too spectacular. The concert was cool. People went out and danced on the court and most of the guys were out there dancing when they weren't being bombarded
with little girls and grandmas getting pics and sigs. I couldn't see Arri tho. He's too short and didn't have a lei on so I couldn't see him. That and the fact that I'm freakin' BLIND! :P
If my friend Simone went with me, AND if I knew how to dance to Hawaiian music, I woulda went to dance with Dio Dante and try to find Arri. Too bad Eyal, Costas and Marcie left tho. Eyal's not a dancer anyways. But I could teach him. ;) hehe.
Attempted to go to Mai Tai's with Sandy and Simone afters. Didn't wanna wait in line. (I still don't understand why people wait in line just to stand around. dont get it. just dont get it.) So then I called up Steph.
Ended up going to Waterfront with Sandy and meeting Steph and her friends there. Of course I was there at like 10:45 and after those dorks got done drinking in the parking lot it was like 12:30! :P
Sandy had to leave by then. So I stayed with Steph them till 4! Good fun. not as fun as last time tho. ;) But it's all good. :) Went Wailana Coffee House afters for grinds. Steph likes toast. :P
Song of the moment~ I'm lovin Britney's "Me Against The Music"!
OMG! I need to buy NICK LACHEY'S "SOULO" NOVEMBER 11!!!! :D
November 3, 2003~
Side note: Song of the moment~ "Walking Away" by Craig David.....
Update on the party front. Oceans for the AMA fundraiser (10/22) was fun. Only cuz my co-workers are such crazy fun nuts! haha. We can old school dance like no one else there can. haha.
Loser ELEEN left before the party even started!!! :P Dork. Nah, it's alright. I didn't know I'd be watching hottie Mark and the boys playing basketball all shirtless and sweaty till 10:45 at Klum Gym! hahaha. good times. ;)
And then who's the loser who's f*ckin BLIND and can't see Anthony for the life of me, but can spot the white boy John? *raises hand* hahaha!
But hell, he never saw me dancing like a yard away from him so we're even. hahaha... LMAO! craziness i tell you. good fun! good times.
Halloween sucked. probably cuz me and my fashion chicas got out around 12. then pipeline had a long line. blue tropix was a no. Anthony told me Waterfront was dead. Couldn't go to 21+ with Malia with us.
It boiled down to the Cellar, which was filled with black dudes. not our kind of crowd. definitely. not going there again! and it really IS like a cellar. all dark in the basement of the hotel. can't even get reception
if your life depended on it if you were getting attacked by a bunch of black dudes. thank goodness Malia's bf is a big guy. haha!
Let's review the NO list: Volcano's formerly World's, Blue Tropix, and the Cellar. I'd rather go to ghetto ass Waterfront than those places.
October 18, 2003~
Well, i just got back from Pipeline with my girls Emily, Priya, and Farah; my co-workers. It was alright. I wish they played better music. And i wish there were cuter guys. There was a lot more black and white guys
ther than i remember last time i went with el and jade. anyways, i think i like Ocean's better. and i can't believe i'm saying that cuz i used to think "I don't wanna be the kind of girl that goes to Ocean's every week."
And now look at me. I'm 2 for 2. And then i go to Waterfront. And now i just went to Pipeline.
I've come to the conclusion that I'm becoming the little party girl. well all i have to say to that is IT'S ABOUT DAMN FUCKIN' TIME!!! Hell, it's only taken me like 21 years to get me here. I'm not getting any younger!!!
And i really miss clubbin with the hba crew, who is like the only people that read this cuz no one else knows my site name, cuz i dont really want them to know. haha. so yes, can we please go out one night?
It's just not the same when i go with my other peeps. it's fun. it's just different. i dunno. whatevers.
i miss my dancing partner from waterfront. haha. ;)
Ocean's next week wed! And then next week thurs with El and Jade.
...Goddamn, i AM that girl that goes to Ocean's every week..... *shakes head*...
October 12, 2003~
Well... it's been about 2 months since I updated this thing. And i've been verrrry busy. school. work. and more recently going OUT and having some FUN!
It really pays to go to school and make new friends and have a cool workplace with co-workers who are older than you and actually go out and DO stuff!
First it was Ocean's to celebrate my APDM friend Sandy's 21st bday...danced on the countertop. haha! No even act like you don't wanna do that too! Coyote Ugly style. haha.
And then I went with Sandy and Jacki to Ocean's again. Saw Justin Young and Chad Enoki working the kitchen bar. Ended up hanging out with the "Hawaii Bachelor" Kelly Komoda,
his friend Forrest who's gonna be on the lame reality dating show in Hawaii called "The Lei," and danced with Steve who's some sportscaster on channel 9 kgmb that i never knew. haha.
Exciting! NOT! But hell it was fun to go out and dance with my girls.
Back to Ocean's again, only this time it was with a few co-workers. 3 guys. I was just chillin' like one of the guys that night. Saw Justin and Chad again - they're probably
gonna think I go to Ocean's every week now. good God! But it was fun. Plenty guys there. all watching these 2 filipino girls get reaaally freaky with whoever came to them. Craziness i tell you!
Then after that you all would not believe the place i went to with the guys. They wanted to go and I figured it would be an experience so I was cool and said i would do whatevers they wanted.
Well it was pretty fun. i never laughed so much in a looong time. Seeing my co-workers at this place.... i've got them wrapped around my little finger with blackmail now. hahaha! Where's my Cash Bonus?! hehe.
Nah, if you like know where I went, just ask.
Then just last night me, Eleen, and Jade met up with Steph and her friends to go to Waterfront at Aloha Tower. Ghettooooo ass club i tell you!And hba people like Melanie Amorin *GAG* and Cristyn Naito were there! AAACK!
But who really gives a shit about them when I got to hook up with Steph's friend of a friend Anthony basically the whole night. hehehe. :) It was fun... to say the least. hehehe. :D
So Ocean's next wednesday....? Perhaps. ;)
August 8, 2003~
Happy Birthday Drew Lachey of 98°, JC of 'Nsync, and a certain "Sunshine". haha ;)
It's gotten to that point where I've forgotten how old those guys are cuz they're getting so old it doesnt matter anymore. haha.
So anyways it's kinda ironic that after I wrote about not going out in my last entry - I actually WENT OUT!
I went out with a few co-workers that are over 21. They're 23, 24, and 25 actually. I was the youngin'. But in the calling center I'm kinda old. it's weird.
So we went out to drink at Bubba Gump's (I had a margarita), Brew Moon (had a Pearl Harbor- that was yummy, cuz i like pineapple), and then we went to a bar called Laimu where they got me a kamikaze.
I dont even know what's in it. haha. So that was the first time i went into an actual bar - one with karaoke and $1 pool tables and a old korean gma selling manju packets for $10. talk about ripoff!
It was quite fun. I didn't puke! Hooray for me. hahaha. And i got pretty buzzed. i couldnt really walk straight by the time i got home and in my room. haha.
and i did NOT have a good night's sleep after that. you'd think i would. but hell, i got home at 1, fell half-asleep i suppose, cuz i woke up at 4am and couldnt go back to sleep till 7am!
Then i had to get up at 10:30 to get to work at 12. So yeah... that was my night. I told my brother I was going to D&B's cuz that was the original plan when the guy told me they were going out and invited me.
Good thing my mom and other brother G was sleeping cuz he's sick. I wonder if my mom even knows I went out... haha. funny stuff.
Well it's friday now and I'm gonna go to Karaoke Room 2 tonight with the whole lot of the workers. it's a big night out tonight.
Hopefully we'll end up at Pipeline cuz i feel like dancing my ass off. hehehe.
Btw, David's band Linus was in the finals at Battle of the bands at Pipeline last night. wonder how they did... i still have yet to hear their music...
August 5, 2003~
I'm finally back after a month-long drought. I'll never understand my mom... Funny that the last thing I wrote about was her not understanding stuff.
Major communication issues in this family i tell you.
School's in 3 weeks and I'm so not ready. Sucks a mother. Where the HELL did summer go?! Seriously!
We didn't have any mad drunken parties and go clubbing and party our asses off, except a night at Eleen's sister's place where we 'tried' to get drunk
since "we don't know how".... pathetic. And Pipeline once this summer? Man, we're sad. we even went to the beach like once- where we actually got tanned, and burnt.
And I havent finished all these projects I wanted to do during the summer. Clean my room for one thing. It's at least a bit more organized now with my 2 new organizer things on sale from
office depot i got today. But that still leaves the corner of my room with newspapers, magazines, and old school stuff piling up. Damn that office depot for running out of $14 bookshelves so I can't clean
that side of my room.... havent finished the website with all my pics yet.... havent sewed up a lot of stuff yet, and my teach wanted us making a garment a week. HA! hahaha....
But I DID finish that jacket,... and guess what? I got an A for the class!!! HOORAY!!!! :) So that makes it all better maybe... I dunno.
I still feel like I need to party my ass off... just cuz it's summer and we should! ya know what I mean.
At least NFG is coming here next week! HELLLLLLZ YEAH! :) CYRUS ROCKS! hehehe.
Well at least I got the computer stuff back. so maybe I can do something in my spare time...
It's August 8 this friday! ;)
And I wanna be in Ohio for Fan Fest 2003. 98 Degrees will be there and about a 100 fans are going to Cincy for it. They got all sorts of cool stuff they're auctioning off.
And Jeff's new cd, photos, posters, and maybe even calendars will be sold there! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!
*sigh*... sucks to live here sometimes...
June 30, 2003~
this was a post i made on the 98° MB...
ugh. my mom will NEVER understand this mb
warning: this is just me ranting. to anyone who cares...
it's 4am and i'm JUST about to go to sleep. (it's summer and i work at 12,
i have the right to be up at 4. :P hehe.) anyways, my mom just came in and got
all mad and thinks i'm in one of those "Chatrooms" as she calls it.
She always says I'm not supposed to talk to people on the computer. Hello!
What else do i do on this mb?! And then she gets all mad cuz she saw my list
of addresses from my 98°-fan friends. And she;s like "Who are all those guys
that you have addresses for?!" And i'm like "What guys?! There's like 1."(on
that page. i only have 2 guys addresses anyways! And one is Stud's!) Kelly, Kristie, Suzi, Lyne, Karin... guys names? NO!
I tell her the only guy i have on that list is the one that sent me the
Jeff poster and the mug. And he's gay! And my mom goes "And you believe him?"
And i'm like "Yeah." I'm the one that talks to him, not her! How does she know
anything. judging everyone. thinking all you Internet people are gonna come
and kidnap and rape me or soem sh*t. WTF!
Stupid thing is she KNOWS i mail people things. She took me to buy envelopes
and took me to the post office. She saw me mailing stuff to a bunch of you this
past week. How stupid is that!
Still she doesnt like me talking in these "chatrooms". It's NOT a Chatroom.
It's a MB! And I'm not an idiot giving my address or phone number to anyone.
I may tell my life stories and complain like this sh*t but hell gimme a little
bit of credit that I'm smarter than that to give out private info like that. geez.
SO, my mom will never understand the depths of this mb. She'll never even
understand that I got a email from Jeff. I'm SURE she wouldnt believe that.
"How do you know it's Jeff. ... Sure... " she'll say.
And you can definitely count out Fan Fest. Even if i lived on the mainland in
Ohio, she wouldnt let me go. ugh.
It's just SOOOOOO Sickening that my mom can't even open up a little and let it
go. yeah i talk to people on the internet. I've been doing it for like 3 freakin years woman!
So to whoever that tells your parents/family/friends about the MB and they
actually take an interest in it and are like "wow, that's sweet. you're talking to so-and-so.
blah blah blah"... Embrace that. cuz that is a freakin privilege and an advantage to you. You dont have to deal with crap like this.
ok I'm done now. I'll try go to sleep now. bye Lovely MB!
on another note, i made my website home page all pretty and summery. :D
June 15, 2003~
Happy 21st Birthday Jade yesterday!
I just got my cell phone back today! I can have people call me! Oh happy day! Not like a lot of people call, but just to let y'all know.
I can use my new faceplates now. haha.
May 21, 2003~
Spend $, chit chat, bitch bitch bitch...
Spend $$, watch movie, eat @ Zippy's, chit chat, bitch bitch bitch...
Spend $$$, chit chat, bitch bitch bitch... about the same thing...
It's a vicious cycle... and who cares about what familiar-looking "Steven" in "Better Luck Tomorrow" says. Let's NOT stop the cycle. :P
P.S. I'm a cold-hearted Bitch who likes Iceman and Polar Bears in Antarctica.
And on another note... More Bitching.
My mom wants me to change majors. And she's really really getting up-the-ass irritating. She's fricken snooping around in my binder, snooping around my room, and looking through all my crap.
I have nothing private in my room anymore. WTH? She says that I got all these things marked off and I'm not interested in my major. Fuck her. What the hell does she know? Nothing.
And she's making me go into Business and wants me to just forget everything that I've done now and just go full on into BUS.
Umm hell no am I gonna give up on this shit. The whole reason i wanted to stay in the program is to do the fashion show when I'm a senior and learn all the other stuff from the other classes I'm gonna take next sem.
And yet she thinks I'm not learning anything. According to her snooping investigation, and seeing things i got marked off on (which i really dont know what she was talking about cuz i usually get good grades on my stuff
as opposed to the other people in my class. The teachers love my work. One is even keeping it cuz it was so good. Of course i havent really told her about that yet. Mainly cuz i dont like to tell my mom anything anymore.
It's gotten to that point where i dont give a flying asshole fricken hell fuck what the shit she says. I'm gonna do whatever the hell i want. It's my college career. It's my life. Let me do whatever the hell i want.
She actually told me this, and this is almost verbatim. 'I'm giving you 3 choices. Nursing. Law. or International Business." WTH? I get fucking CHOICES as to what i do in college now?
Whatever happened to letting your kid major in what they want? I guess that doesnt happen in my family.
If i ever wanted to be a 'starving artist' i'd get yelled at. If i ever took a year off from college even AFTER i graduated, i'd get lectured.
If i got suspended i'd really be in for it. If i were to go out drinking and doing drugs and smoking then my ass would be grass.
If i ever dropped out of college, then i'd .... gee then i'd be like my brother. Hmm... and yet I'm the one that gets her life tormented and tortured with this bullshit. What the FUCK!
I'm a good student. I've gotten all A's and B's. Only C was in fuckin Physics. I get better grades than most of the class for my APDM courses. Teachers and everyone love my presentation boards.
My APDM 371 "Retail Buying/Merchandising" teacher was so impressed with my presentation on Wet Seal that the first thing she asked was "Do you work there? cuz you know a lot of information."
My drawing teacher loved my stuff last year. My other sewing class teacher kept one of my samples and she only kept 2 others from the class.
And the most important is that I'm actually fucking interested in my major. I actually found something that i like and that i could make something out of it. And i mean that literally too.
Seriously if i was to go into Nursing and Law, i'd hate it. I would start failing and drop out of college. and then what would my mom think. Sometimes i wanna do that just to spite her. Just fail at what she wants
me to do so that it'll show her that she was fucking wrong! But that would take too much of my precious time. And she aint worth that shit.
SO I'm just gonna do whatever the hell i want. Yes, i wouldnt mind a business degree. But that would be secondary to my Fashion Design and Merchandising degree. I'm NOT dropping out of this shit just cuz she said so.
If anything I'll stay in school longer and get my BS for the Fashion stuff, and then continue after that to get a Bachelor's in Business. Hopefully they can count some classes for both degrees if i can work this right.
So I'm going to see a fucking counselor tomorrow up at BusAd. Seen as my mother went and called and got me a appointment. I swear if i start bitching at this counselor and start dissing my mom... well then some things
cant be helped. hahaha! I'm gonna figure out what to do on my own. And it's gonna benefit ME! God help me if i succomb to her ways and go into some Medical or Law shit that i would hate and just fail at anyways.
Yes... this is a LONG Bitching session. that's why it's smaller font. :P
Damn. When i bitch, i BITCH!
May 18, 2003~
JEFF TIMMONS IS THE MAN!!!!
He's coming out with a new solo cd, got the new website (jefftimmons.com), got the email to send info to (jefffanmail@aol.com),
and balancing his family life. And all the while he's such a SWEETHEART! OMG, I LOVE that man!
Long story short: I wasn't sure if his website was working so i sent in the info to the email since the mb people were doing that and getting replies.
I wasn't expecting much of an email back, and thought i'd get a generic response like a lot of the other mb'ers IF i got any at all.
Well mine's was far from generic...
Hey Lisa, my hawaii chica! I hope you are well. I can't wait to get out there and perform. Do you still live there? What's the pop station KIKI or KQMQ or KISS. Let me know what's up? Jeff
I don't care what anyone says. It's genuine. It's Jeff. And it's very much personalized for me! His hawaii chica! :D
So I wrote him back and told him about the radio stations here and stuff. And with the help of AOL, i knew he read it within an hour! No reply back, but that's ok. I'm not holding my breath for it.
That one was good enough. I'm on Cloud Nine-ty Eight! And LOVIN' it!
Thank You Jeff Timmons for making my day!
See now, some obsessions actually ARE worthwhile and get some good to come out of it. :)
April 6, 2003~
Random thoughts: Being sick sucks ass... I am a slutty slut... like mother, like daughter...
my eye hurts and is all red... I am screwed for school... I just joined the Nick Lachey MB...
Nick needs better lyrics for his new song "Shut Up"... I don't like FOB's but for some reason i got something like it...
i wanna go clubbing again... i laugh in the face of my sluttiness. Ha Ha Ha! .... gosh, that's horrible. haha. What have i become?...
March 15, 2003~
I'm tired. But insomnia gets the best of me.
Favorite songs of the moment:
- Gloria Estefan - Don't Wanna Lose You Now
I Don't Wanna Lose You Now
We're Gonna Get Through Somehow
I Don't Wanna Lose You Now Or Ever
Baby I've Finally Found
The Courage To Stand My Ground
But If You Want Me
I'll Be Around Forever
We All Make Mistakes We All Lose Our Way
But We Stood The Test Of Time And I Hope
That's The Way It Will Stay
It's All Up To You To Tell Me To Go
'cause It Won't Be Me To Walk Away
When You're All That I Know
And I Know That
- Amanda Perez - Angel
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
- Michelle Branch - Leap Of Faith
- Aziel - Fall In Love Again
- Frankie J. - Don't Wanna Try
March 2, 2003~
Is it ever possible to get someone back after you've probably scared the shit out of them?
Probably not... :(
I'm left wondering what coulda, woulda, shoulda...
I swear, honesty gets me NOWHERE!!!!
I should just start lying and just saying the opposite all the time.
Like George's Opposite theory in Seinfeld. And it actually worked for him for a while...
But then with me, it'd probably just fuck with my life more.
... Ya know you try and be straight up with people, and it comes back like a fuckin slap in the face.
Life sucks a mother whore. And i say that with as much honesty as i can.
February 26, 2003~
Boys PISS me off! grrr....
I'm not EVEN gonna get into it...
February 25, 2003~
Happy 30th Birthday Justin Jeffre of 98°! ...man, they're getting OLD! haha.
I got a new sewing machine! So I get to try it out for 2 months and see if i want this one. It was $$$$!!!!
And Grant was bitching that it was so expensive and we have no money. Like he knows anything about finances.
He's saved $5,000 for Med school! Idiot! Shut the fuck up dickwad! Gosh, I'd pay for the damn machine myself anyways!
(Sorry I'm bitchy. It's that time of the month...)
and i also splurged $50 on new pants and $35 on shoes on Saturday. hehe. :D
I saw Jeni(#1) @ BusAd today- 1st time i saw her on campus this sem!
And i hope i did decently good on my Bus 312 Marketing test!
February 21, 2003~
hi. i finally changed this place around a bit. fun huh?
ya...
So anyways, I'm just chillin at home on a friday night. i guess that what happens when you party all last weekend.
I gotta work tomorrow at 10. sucks.
Got a test and presentation due on tues and another test on thurs.
All school/work and no play makes Lisa a dull girl...
